Getting emo at this hour! still doing my TNS financial projection can hear melvin and jackie snoring haha! they super tired especially melvin! anyway really very stressed up now haha coz i havent really start on my WDD haha damn going to die liao! but dont worry I CAN DO IT MAN! haha self encouraging! can't stop but think about her haha think about her since SCM lecture yesterday's afternoon. Thinking about the past and everything haha so bloody sweet and blood bitter! Thinking back about all the good memories and bad ones as well! stupid me! Telling jackie and melvin and idiot they thought i kenna possessed! I got to thank Sam coz she talked to her and tell me what she said but this time really i swear that i never ask her to talk to you! really! i can swear to God. I know that i will never be the guy that you want to be with or anything but i just want to let you know that, thats not the issue anymore i just want to know that you are living happily thats all! thank you sam that you really tell me the real meaning about loving someone! loving someone doesnt mean that you must be with that person! everyone know that but who can actually do that? i think only a handful can really do that! "loving someone is not about possessing someone" isnt that chimm?! People might think that i am getting EMO again haha but don't really know how to express it out so must write in blog lah. also i am not trying to earn sympathy hor(this line is for melvin coz he always think that i have a motive when i start this blog). My friends and my families if you get to see this post don't worry i am really ALRIGHT!!! just wanna find something to read about how i feel thats all! shit i am crapping! kind of stupid to make that vow but at least it will keep me from contacting you! won't it be better?
haha question post to everyone please vote by tagging yes or no:
Question 1 : Did minkie made the wrong move by vowing not to contact her anymore?
please cast your vote k people! anyway if you going to ask me again i will say i will make that vow coz i can tell that i screwed up being your friend really! i always crossed the line! anwway sorry if i created alot of headaches for you!hmmm really need to thank sam you really did a great job by letting me know what i should do! eventhough the process might be painful i believe that at least i will never regret for my life!
This section is dedicate for rio and Seng: just do whatever you wan to do and don't regret k! everyone only live once and don't regret and don't give up hope k ! i believe that God will look after us!
God Bless Everyone! Take Care! Finished EMO-ing liao! thanks my blog as well giving me a chance to EMO!
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